Merci Pour le Venin

I am not amazed or surprised at life and it’s fateful choices, but I am impressed by the tide.

I’d rather be alone.

if there were ever a night that I wanted to be alone,
this would be it.
if there were ever a night to be nice even if you’d rather not,
this would be it.
if ever an ironic statement would make me quiver with feelings of failure and worthlessness,
this would be it.
if I wanted to be shit on I’d have gone to see my family.
people seem to think that if you hurt them,
its free game to do it back,
right?
right.

welp

got kicked out of my bed yet again…

I’m just gonna go stay with Brian bye bye apartment.

Thank goodness I have a friend across the way or I would be really upset.